My bestest buddy is my love

My dear Betu,

Do not know why but aaj kuch alag sa ho raha hai.....

Betu, You and I both share this beautiful relationship. I know what it means to both of us. One of my friend just called me the other woman in your life.He was talking about social acceptance and all worldly things which I do not understand and I do not want to understand if it means losing you. I care a damn about social acceptance. All I know is with you my perspective to life has changed.
You have been so patient with me, at times my behaviour is just too bad for anybody to handle yet I do not see you losing patience with me.except the day you got a lil angry when I threw the Tea you prepared for me with all your love.

Last night when you came and I looked into your eyes I knew how wrong I was, how mean I was. Inspite of it, you gave me a much needed hug.I know it must have been tiring for you to drive but for me it was like ...we reached so soon.With you time just flies, for me nothing has changed our first meeting which was good 7 hrs long . I love it all. Especially you holding my hand and asking me 'COMFORTABLE' and quietly saying don't worry about job into my ears.This journey has been great.I look upto you for expressing all my feelings. The comfort level is so high that I say whatever weird/weirdest comes to my mind. Sometimes I wonder if you would take me wrong or consider me too fast to talk all such things to you. But I know by now you know me as a person so no worries I can speak my mind out.


You saying things which I do not want to hear in broad day light, trying to pull my legs...I know I always say Faltu bakwas mat kijiye but honestly speaking aap bolte ho acha lagta hai.The best part is when I say you are incapable and stuff and you give me your best smile.
I love it the most.I like you being naughty.I like your sense of humour...when you said that you slept off last night, I truly believed you. I trust you a lot.You are worthy of my trust. No guy would treat any gal the way you treat me.That is the USP of our relationship. There is some unknown divinity.sometimes my wishful thinking says how it would be had we met earlier. No regrets or complaints whatsoever.
I am sure God has some good plans in it. In you I have found my best friend. A friend whose hand I can hold anytime, you remember our deal of meeting when we get old. Now....I want you to make a promise to me. And I am sure if you do make a promise you will keep it, come what may..... I want you to promise me you would meet me wherever you are after 25 yrs.Betu, When I write this I am already thinking how good it would feel to see you. How good it would be to wait.....for you....what will we talk when we meet. Will you hold my hand the same way you held the first time. Will you take me for a movie and manage to get a ticket at a place where all the tickets are already sold out. Will you still not bother about loosing your cellphone? Will you still.............and many more questions and I guess in the coming 25 yrs I would have many more questions to ask you. Will make you drink 10 cups of tea...Will you drink it ?.That is one sweet punishment I have thought of giving you when you meeet after so many years.Be raeady Ok?


Promise naa.....

I love you very much Betu,

My every waking moment in your arms or alone, you entice my thoughts with sweet words and deeds and the gentle kiss that you give me makes me feel like the luckiest woman ever....todays was by far the gentlest :):):).

Hearing your voice brings peaceful comfort and a smile to my face at the mere thought of you. My heart beats for you alone, my betu. If I am not talking to you I am talking about you. I acnt sleep without talking to you and let me tell you I cant do with just 2-3 liners. i need to hear a lot from you. I fought with you the other day because I wanted to talk to you.When our eyes locked for the very first time last night , you rendered me breathless. I experienced a total different me. you have a hypnotic affect on me.
As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning as many more will come. You promised me this, it just a repetition of what you say to me :):)My heart is beating fast when I write this and while I was writting our 25yrs wala plan tears were rolling my eyes, silly me but guess this is love. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your hug, your hand holding mine and your soft lips pressed against mine. I like your lips the best hence the zipper for my new purse :):):)
You make me feel.......pls find a word

With you I am truly whole, a better human being, learning to be patient, learning to look at the positive things of life. learning to live life....I want to live as much as possible in the earliest possible...I quite like the funda of 30 days of abhi starrer bluffmaster....going by that I have already lived a very good life with you and if i ask for anything more than this it would not be fair...

You are all I have......

Thanks for being in my life....thanks for making it more meaningful.

Always,
MD ( I thought I was in love with my surname untill I met you).