Monday, October 12, 2009

apprehension... ????

I think i could not properly explain u what my apprehension is all about... my apprehension was never abt the way you love or whether u love me or not... my apprehension was that if something like this small thing could shake your trust on me and our relationship then i just pray to god that he give both of us enough wisdom to handle such barriers if they come in our life..

You know that i love u very much and i am sure that its gonna increase only with no any possibility of dip in it .. i dont have any doubt abt your love to me... so no apprehension abt the love between us.. the only thing is that we have to learn out of such events so that our relationship doesnt have to go thru a rough patch like the way we have had yesterday...

I have always told you that that i am the one who sees the picture of future rather then crying over split milk... and i see u as partner of life with whom i should share my apprehension so the relationship lasts longer and better in the future to come.

You are very important in my life and thats the reason why i kept on calling you and kept on tryin to convince you to talk atleast once with me so i can remove the bottlenecks.. ... you are the person who is very high spirited , who can turnaround the talk and can take away anyone's attention. i am very lucky to have you in my life.

i think i never shared my concerns of continuing relationship or discontinuing our talk or doubting abt my promise of meeting u once in year... so if u ever conclude anything out of my talk like this then pls understand that i never meant it at all..

i think its not matter of owning someone... i still feel that i own you and will own you in future in my own way inspite of someone else in yr life.. i think we will have to learn seeing each other as an individual rather then seeing someone as owned by someone else.... i understand things are not that easy but i think we dont have any other way out... either we have it or we dont have it..and i am sure that we want to have it.

You always say that u have lived yr life in these 100 days and u dont want anything if things dont stay as they are... but i am not the one who is satisfied with this 100 days.. i would always want 1000000 sets of such 100 days.. because beyond which we would no more be in this birth of life lolzzz and u know whats gonna happen in next birth lolzzz

i am still hungry for this relationship so always think very long term abt it.. its not like a college relationship where two meet and depart... this relationship is gonna stay here and i am committed to take it to newer heights every time.. every day .. every hour... every day .. every month and every year.. i cant ever be satisfied with these 100 days only...

You dont have to be satisfied with my pics only or with my news only as to how am i doing in my life.... i told u that i am ready to do anything and everything to keep this relationship as it is right now... i know things will change in future.. but neither wil my love nor my passion to maintain the relationship at its best...

You should never worry who is gonna be in my wife.. there is no comparision with you since u are the BEST and i am not saying this just for the sake of saying it.. i avoid all other time pass girls just because u are the BEST for me.. and i just wish i make u feel it and make u realise it.

I have got so much of love from you that i have yet to give u more to reconcile the same .. but u know whenever i give u love.. u tend to give me double of what i give u so i end up piling up the deficit every time and now i think i have a lot of love to be tendered to you to come at equal level lol.....

else u know in love ... u tend to like to do what the other person likes .. u always tell me that i follow whatever u say .. but you know i love to follow you .. i love to do what u say.. i love to cook breakfast for u .. i love to go to place u like .. watch movie u like.. eat what u like.. wear what u like..

u said u behave overjealous and overposseisve abt me....and why cant u say that u come right now.. ??? u have all rights to ask me... and i tell u that u have all rights to feeel overpossessive abt me.. i would just say that comparisions would always lead to confusion nothing else... i also used to do it with yr friend ( r*nk) but now i realise that i enjoy it better when i dont feel jealous because in my heart i know that u love me the most ...

love u the most... just one request that whenever we have any differences we will forget it on the very next day and will be what we were when we met for the first time

love u the most...

yours and yours only in our world and u are mine and only mine in my world

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